Devious Journal Entry

and so I survived year 1.

I am convinced that I royally screwed up the second semester, projects and exams and all.
This is how I'm conditioning myself to not be too shocked when I receive my results and see a 2-point-something GPA.

I'm currently in my second (third? second?) week (out of 6) of my holidays. And because holidays tend to bore people and do things to their heads when they're not going out and distracting themselves with movies and friends, I have recently found myself gripped by boredom/mild depression.
Things like how I'm not sure I really want to continue pursuing my course of study in uni next time.
I have my JC friends to thank, because they are deciding to do ADM (Arts, Design and Media) after receiving their A's results.

For once, I am full of ideas and inspiration. But of course, nothing is that easy.
Now I simply lack the mood/energy/balls to put them on paper.
Some of the projects I want to carry out:

*MUST* Get done:
Desire - Art trade for magnetic-porcupine


*Probably will do*
'Coin-Operated Boy' - This is a personal piece that I'd quite like to complete.

There's also an idea for a comic I have in my head right now. I'll elaborate more when I post up character sketches. I kinda want to chuck a lot of stuff in.
Suffice it to say right now that it's a mor(t)ality tale. Yup.

Can someone tell me how to write an antihero character? I'm enamoured with the idea (as well as the word).
Okay, maybe more the word than the idea. But I think a (seriously) flawed protagonist is an interesting concept.